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Post by drivermom on Nov 23, 2008 22:52:08 GMT -5
Thank you to everyone for your support, I can't tell you how much it means to me. I need to do this and post how I do here and it really helps me when I see replies of support. it helps to motivate me.
Thank you again
Ok, this last week did not go so well. (11/24-11/26) I only had to work 3 days, I did none. I woke up Monday morning and was getting ready for work, I had my lunch made, I was showered. My back and knee were hurting but I could have dealt with it. For some reason I almost had a panic or anxiety attack or something. I don't know, I just decided because I didn't sleep well, I couldn't go to work. I feel so worthless and like such a coward. Not like we would have been working had. It has been slow so we aren't working too hard. I have to figure out what the hell is going on with me. I have to stop this before it ruins another good job. Sometimes I just feel like such a loser. I lost $270 for not going into work for 3 days. I really do need that money but I just didn't care, I guess. I don;t know. Just more evidence of what a loser I am.
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Post by CourageouslyLion SeeksSerenity on Nov 23, 2008 23:04:37 GMT -5
- Keep going, you can do it!
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Post by notsomessyshell on Nov 24, 2008 2:15:23 GMT -5
great job! I am looking forward to the 2 days off this week. Are you?
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