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Post by onwardandupward on Jun 7, 2008 21:18:13 GMT -5
When I am at other people's houses, I volunteer to wash dishes, I straighten up messes that aren't mine, and feel quite content helping this way.
For me it boils down to one thing....they deserve it and I don't. I truly think I tend towards neglecting my own space because I am not worthy of peace and order. My kids....they deserve it, but somehow I manage to resist on their behalf..which allows me to feel guilty, a fitting punishment fora wothless person.
I am in therapy and I am doing much better. I am still at the point where I have to tell myself I deserve to live better....but at least I am aware and working on it.
Onward
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Post by messysue on Jun 7, 2008 21:23:03 GMT -5
Supposedly it takes a month to learn a new habit.
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